Tuesday, September 28, 2021

 That smile... projects the image of perfection

Alone.. I thought of another dimension

I cannot be content.. I want to dissent..

Why the heavens ask for your soul I cannot comprehend..


The randomness of the grim reapers choice..

Why can't a soul like me could not have a voice?

I begged, I cried, I pleaded my case but the reaper seem to be deaf

No.. not her I begged, but then so sudden she left

Shame on you death, that was theft!  

Why pick on us? Why her?

And why your move was so clever?

Why take a soul that is full of life, she does not need your paradise?

What would you get from her demise? 

Would you get satisfaction from our cries?

Are you happy that part of our heart died? Satisfied??

Anger that I cannot contain..

Seconds and hours that are full of pain..

Doubts that persist.. This is injustice I insist..

I cannot get the gist.. Don't ever tell me there is bliss..

In this.. all I see is that you are pleased.. 

Oh death, you are a soulless sadist!!!


There are those who suffer asking of you all day

Why not heed their call and take their lives away?

Oh, you cannot be swayed? 

Then why take the life of someone whom we love so dearly?

She is the rock of our life you saw that clearly..

You ripped our heart and tore our soul..

You put sorrow in our lives we can never be whole..


I know it is a foregone conclusion

A heaven and hell's collusion

But please help us make it through, cannot see now what is true..

Through and through and through I do not know when this will heal..

I kneel, please make me feel..

 that life still has worth, for what her death has brought forth?

 Distort? A false sense of hope? I hope I can cope...

Nay, we will see each other again.. Please save your stories until then..


 





Friday, May 27, 2016

I don't know why I deserve to be love like this
Never know why I deserve your care
I am but a savage looking for a prey
But things have changed when I realized you are always there

I tried to run and took a lot of turns
You were there to make sure I won't burn
Everything is earned I have learned
I was blinded I know you discern